So I'm praying to God that the year 2011 brings good fortune and health. We have been through so much in the last couple of years and I just need it all to be over! I need 2011 to bring me health and weight loss, financial stability and peace. I'm tired...period! We need to finally be happy, we deserve to be happy! I deserve to be happy!
So I do not know what the future holds for me and my family. Will my hair grow back? Will I have surgery? Will I get to have another baby? Will I continue to suffer from PCOS and will I continue to take medication that makes me sick? Will we be moving? Will Larken learn her Abc's? Will I ever sleep like a normal person? Will we be looking for a new church? So many unaswered questions. I hate the unknown. Does everyone else live like this? Fearing the unknown on a daily basis?
It is snowing outside and it is so peaceful! The silence of falling snow, its like nothing else in the world. Indescribably beautiful!